I just know that it was my target to get it done this year and I have to hit that, even if it's only a few songs, I HAVE to get it done. It's my target and it was reachable, so I will reach it. It'll help me out a lot if I get it done, because I'll feel usefull and a sense of acvhievement then.

I have gone to the housing staff about these people now, I almost broke down completely, but I am going to speak to Nick, another of my "easy to talk to" workers and will talk to him about it, I have a feeling tissues will be needed on my part..

We're waiting until my membership gets changed to gold so that I can move into a really good flat, the best one possible and somewhere that I can have a pet, too.. I want to get a kitten!!!! It'll give me some company, along with Charlie, but he's not cuddly! Lol. It'd be a disabled kitten though because I love them, they're sooo cute!!

I will have my last day of college before christmas next Thursday and will be singing in town on that day

I'm trying my best to keep it shining and talking to Nick tomorrow will really help. I know that Charlene's in a lot of trouble as it is, staff earlier said "her behaviour recently has been horrendous, and it is being dealt with severely. This will add to it. You're okay for now though, yeah?" and I said yes and that I'd talk to Nick tomorrow.

i have now posted the lyrics to my new song in the creative corner So you can learnthe lyrics when you get my cd! haha. As for this weekend? I'm not sure how it'll be. I'm going to try and keep out of here for as long as I possibly can, probably not stay out for too long because I'm scared of the dark :S

thank you. It's not here I feel unwanted.. It's everywhere else. I feel the most wanted I've veer felt when I'm here