((clara))
((rhap))
((gimme))
im sorry you have all had to go thru this and still go thru these things
gimme is right clara you will find a forum or forums you are comfortable in and meet some great supports here, such as the one you have met in this thread -rhap.
things can get better although slowly, the thing is to keep trying.
i agree about the T, and that maybe ur husband may want to join you.
we are all here to support you thru all the good and the tricky times.