thank you two.

((( madi ))) i hope he is doing better now. it's a terrible illness and so so so hard to watch someone suffer from it, and to feel so helpless. it breaks my heart

i found him today in a pillow fort, wearing a paper crown, doing a rubrix cube. he said it was "his world" and he just wanted to be alone in it for a bit. he came out later and said his head hurt because everyone was "yelling"- he wrapped it up in towels and proceeded to hang upside down off the sofa

no indication if he'll do this clinic. sometimes he'll be clear, like himself again, and not this confused illness. i miss him