Hey Lenny:
I just had a total meltdown infront of my daughter , did not mean it. But my husband said something that hit a nerve and I went off like a nutcase.
He said oh , it's not your way , ***** , so I totally went off saying that he was full of S____ ! Everything he says is a lie , I want you out or I will go ,(the problem is my mother owns my house and if I wanted I could have him thrown out in a minute.)He said something and I said you are a liar this thing you do is not a game you are having sex with women , " I am not doing anything" So I blurted out that you tell them you want to kiss them in their lips & not the lips on their face you are nothing but a pig.I totally freaked , believe me I meant everything I said. I think it started after he said something smart & I told him I was going to have a nervous breakdown & then his reply "Oh , your not getting your way, it's not going your way *****. I really can't take much more of this I was trying to make it through Christmas for the kids but I don't know what to do. I also told him I can't stand it when he trys to touch me it makes me sick. It was pretty bad , I feel more sorry for my daughter that she had to listen to me. What do you think I should do..
I did apologize to my daughter and asked her not to leave me ,but that's puttiing her in a bad position , isn't it ? What to do , What to do ?

Laura