Sherina610, I am going through a similar situation. I have been married for 13 years and I have finally said "This is it". My husband and I have had this kind of conversation before but it always ended with me staying for the sake of my boys but they are teenagers now and will understand. However, for your situation, you will have to say "it's over" for the last time and move out into your own place, not with family. You need the space to find yourself again. I have not loved my husband the way a woman should love her husband in over, well forever. I do not know how old you are but we are not getting any younger and life will continue to pass us by if we do not wake up and start moving with it. I do not make enough money to live on away from him but I am arranging my finances now so that I will be able to continue going to school online and be able to support me and my boys. I wish you great courage and strength to do what your heart says and makes you happy.

MsGie