Good to hear that spazkatt... sigh but you've been here long enough to know 1) the problems you are having are just as important to you as our are to us... there's no competition here, just cooperation and support and 2) you KNOW how upset it makes us all when someone acts out and says they are leaving!
We don't want ANYONE to leave (even if it's because they are "well" now!
I hope you can find a good forum to begin to post what you are going through, and let us all support you. I'm sorry you were so upset you felt that leaving would help.
Glad you're staying