Yes I do feel that way...like it's a stretch...yet people approach me and ask me to go to their church and I see the love in their eyes, the passion in their voice as they sing about God, the welcoming of anyone and everyone to church, the tears as we pray, the prayers of those on their last hope, the praise report of something good and beautiful I can hear what my church family would think if they heard me admit I wonder if there really is a God, yet I choose to be a part of out church family anyway, there is too much good to be had...can you write more..what is it about God that makes you wonder about him?