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i feel so miserable tonight,,,the thought on my mind making me crazy...i want to give up this time...iam tired i dont even have ebergy anymore...i need someone to hold me and makes this pain just go away.. icant sleep anymore its been more than a weeks that i never sleep ..iam frightened...i always have nightmare...everytime i close my eyes iam frightened...
i just want to sleep without dreams...just sleep and wish that i never wake up anymore...
i dont want anything anymore in my life i only have one wish....i want to die...why its so hard for God to grant me my wish...i only have one wish just one....please i want to die so badly i cant fight anymore...
i need to talk to someone tonight but i have noone..iam affraid i did something stupid ..iam just scared and hopeless...
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As long as people aren't asking me if i'm all right, i am alright.
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