something made me want to be near mom last night so i slept overnight again... some feeling that nearness was needed...... for her.... premonitions... she's been doing ok, maintaining level but she is in a delicate frame and i still worry.... feels like i always need to be near, but she wants space too... we're getting it figured out but she is sensitive and tired too... her happiness is very good when i get to see it...

i hope you all are maintaining even keel as much as you are able.. we here in America think of you often and send prayers