[quote=clara0clear0eyes;889731] i was just coming on the psychotherapist page for the first time to ask a coupla question and saw this first. i'm hoping that if i enter therapy again it wont take on such a negative feel.

dear Clara CE,
I was horrified to see your post. please don't let me scare you off. I have been in my first T for about 14 months now, and looking back I don't know where I would be today without it. I have learned so much and my T is truly a kind, patient and SKILLED person. I will try to watch what I say from now on, you have come to a good place with a lot of caring people.