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Originally Posted by puffyprue
i dont want anything anymore in my life i only have one wish....i want to die...why its so hard for God to grant me my wish...i only have one wish just one....please i want to die so badly i cant fight anymore...
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prue, you asked why God does not grant you your wish. perhaps God has other plans for your life. perhaps through you someday you will help others who hurt, too.
i'm sorry you feel so badly. there was a time i felt the same way and it is a painful feeling. try to contact someone tonite-crisis line-and at least get that 1-on-1 support... and you are a stronger person than you give yourself credit for. you reached out to us. keep that spirit alive in you.. 
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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