In sorry that I couldnt thank you all for the support you gave me. My computer was broken and I could only use my cell phone that was so aggravating.
Im not doing the best. I am working through rage and flashbacks and things. My cat got ran over and my my baby kitten is very ill. I hav so much anger inside me that it eats me up. My brother that I have not seen years came by and he is very sad. he brought his son who looks just like him at that age.. My mom who is very ill mentally and was vry abusive to me is dying of cryosis of the liver and stuff and I just feel like I am treading water. I have so much rage and its hard to deal with with. Sigh