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Old Dec 13, 2008, 07:25 PM
skymonk skymonk is offline
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I know about uncaring Moms. It doesn't sound like you're being selfish-you're doing your best to stay in school&employed. There's only so much one person can do&you're not being selfish if you're taking care of your needs in lieu of your Mom's. She's the parent, not you. I fell for the parenting the parent stuff for years at my own expense&am now really screwed up in the head. I'm on disability because I have fibromyalgia, a bad back, bipolar disorder, anxiety disorder&PTSD&my Mom tells me I'm selfish&unfair in accepting help from my bf. "You should be working!" I can't, I'm sick. If I work at some lousy little part time no benefits job, I'll lose my disability benefits(Medicare)&not have enough to live on. I've already done that ever since my parents divorced-a candy bar a day doesn't keep you going-you have a nervous breakdown eventually. Your Mom's the selfish one-you're responsible for you&your parents made the decision to have you so they should have known that that includes helping you out a little bit when you're going to school. Whatever you do, don't drop out of school because your Mom is being selfish-finish for yourself-you'll never be able to support yourself without a college education. Don't do what I did & give in to your Mom's guilt trip&forget about taking care of yourself. I've had 3 nervous breakdowns from taking care of others first. It's not worth it. You're not selfish-you're trying to make yourself self reliant by getting an education&working on the side. Sounds like you're doing pretty good-just forget what your Mom says-I know it's not easy, but you HAVE TO. YOU COME FIRST.
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I am a 39 year old female that is diagnosed with bipolar disorder,anxiety disorder and post traumatic stress syndome. I'm on disability and often have no one to talk to when I'm not feeling so good. So please contact me if you'd like to talk or share or vent. I'm listening!
Thanks for this!
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