only once has it been an issue...

my t in australia (the p-doc) has a administrator so i see her with payments (optimal arrangement, i think).

the one who i saw here (who ended up not continuing because she wasn't able to offer me a sliding scale i could afford)... it felt... the whole thing felt cheapened somehow. first time i gave her cash at the end. it felt like paying a prostitute (not that i've done that but it really didn't feel good). second time i payed at the end too... but i really didn't like it. probably something of my issues... but i felt like she was just getting through the session to get the money....

tis hard because i've always had to try and negotiate sliding scales (a complication to be sure)