I can't do it... I hurt and it won't stop. I wish I had someone in my life... I wish I could open up... I wish I could afford to move out... I wish I had friends... I wish I could take my own advice... I wish I didn't give that advice 'cause I think of it now and it doesn't work... I'm giving everyone else and myself false hope.

I want today to end, I want it all to end.