((((nowheretorun )))))))))))))))))))))))
I think thats how you have to take it one day at a time. Being the care giver is so very hard. Its even harder when the person drinks. You are doing a good job. Always take care of you and do not take on more than you can handle. I know the tears that go along with this as I took care of both my parents who drank. Its very hard to say no to them.
Its very hard when they turn. Your doing great...
Please know you matter always...