(keb)))))))))))) I know from my Dads back problems they are very hard to deal with. He too had depression. Too.
At one point he recieved a shot of cordazone in his back that helped
Also sitting outside helped him alot. When the sun does come back out there where you are. Do let your Dr know how much pain you are in.
And yes you are right the holidays can be hard. I agree with you there
Remember your children love you no matter what age they are
Hope things get better some
Muffy