capp , thank you for this post and the honesty about all you have experienced that have been challenges. i had read your original posting before you deleted it. this recent posting took so much courage on your part to bare your soul about all you have gone through. it explains the parts left unsaid in the original post.
i responded to this recent post and the internet bumped me off along with my response. what i was saying is that when i joined this forum i admired you so much for your love and support to others and the wisdom you shared. after reading this recent post i admire and respect you even more. you are a truly amazing lady. an inspiration to us all. thank you for sharing your inner pain and challenges more thoroughly. your recent post, believe it or not, gives one hope!!!