Hello elation, it's nice to meet you. I am sorry that you are struggling.
Are you still in therapy? If you are I would definitely bring this issue up with your therapist and if not then maybe it is time to try again maybe you just weren't with the right therapist for you.
I find it very helpful to post here, it is a great place to meet new friends and find support for this journey that we call life.

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