Why's it haunt me like this?
I don't wanna be here, I really don't... I'm not happy in the slightest and I never will be... it's all killing me!! Slowly! So, why don't I just do it (don't worry... I won't really do it.)... and why not... 'cause I'm a coward!

and I'm gonna chop my head off if I don't get better.... 3 and a half weeks i've been ill... it's driving me nuts

oh look at state o' me I'm sorry... I'm a complete wreck

never mind




and 'they' won't leave me alone either