molly molly mollyI know all too the feeling of lonliness, of missing, of feeling incomplete. I am so very sorry that you are still experiencing it. You do have people you can go out with, though. You have that group you were a part of for table tennis, you have whoever you went out with a couple weeks ago. You don't feel like you have them, you feel like you are bother or a let down or no fun. But they are available--not to pour your heart out to but to lift the burdens from your heart for a little bit so you can have fun. I'm sorry you have been physically ill for weeks--does it by any chance have to do with how little you've been eating? Please honey take care of you. You are so important. Maybe while you are laid up you can call various resources to help you find housing to get out from under "them", too. I hope you start feeling better soon, hon. You know we are here for you.