my heart hurts so much
this week 30 years ago i was made to help the owner of this body survive the unspeakable and i find myself very low... bottom dweller low... i'm not suicidal but i wouldn't give a crap if i got hit by a mack truck and died.

just thought i should give acknowledgement to my lowness... maybe it will help me... doubtful but im grasping at straws...

Rane