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Originally Posted by multipixie9
soulful girl,
the level of pain is astonishing but when you get past that a little, i hope you will notice the astounding job you have done for your host. you took unbearable pain for her so she could survive. you are a hero as much as you think you are lowest of the low. only a hero would bear so much pain for someone else. you can't hear my sincere applause in cyberspace, but it is here. i know what that kind of pain feels like, i've been there and i struggle too with wanting it to be healed and over. hang in there and keep talking to us, ok?
leslie and the pixies
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thank you, i am really trying to be ok with myself. it is hard to sit in this hurtful place. i appreciate your kindness...
im just fighting the urge to die... fighting the urge to hurt physically in order to get through the emotional pain...