molly molly mollyI know all too the feeling of lonliness, of missing, of feeling incomplete. I am so very sorry that you are still experiencing it. You do have people you can go out with, though. You have that group you were a part of for table tennis, you have whoever you went out with a couple weeks ago. You don't feel like you have them, you feel like you are bother or a let down or no fun. But they are available--not to pour your heart out to but to lift the burdens from your heart for a little bit so you can have fun. I'm sorry you have been physically ill for weeks--does it by any chance have to do with how little you've been eating? Please honey take care of you. You are so important. Maybe while you are laid up you can call various resources to help you find housing to get out from under "them", too. I hope you start feeling better soon, hon. You know we are here for you.

(((((((((((((( molly ))))))))))))))))

I am sorry that you are still not feeling well, I agree with cantstopcrying can you maybe use this time to contact some housing agencies to try to get out of your current living arrangement.

Silver_Moon, there are so many of us here who care about you.. So many.. I knwo how horrible it ca be to be laid up in bed, ill, feeling like there's no-one to talk to, or call, or see or anything.. I've been like this for a few weeks too and it's an awful feeling.. but you do have us here and you can PM me any time you need to chat and there are many people from support forums that I have met and given my number to because they have felt so alone. I will always be here to give you the support you need, even if I'm not in the best of places myself. Because I know that I can handle it now..

There are always going to be days that you feel lonely and down, but that does NOT make you weak honey!! Just from some of the posts you've written on my threads, I can tell that you rae a lovely person and someone that I would ver y much like ot have as a friend. I hope you start to feel better soon, honey, but always remember.. We're all here for you..

Kirsten x