I thought it was a topic that I never would discuss with my therapist but I have talked to him about it once. When I got back from visiting my boyfriend and was going through a hard time with understanding why he didn't seem to want to have sex with me. I think... He was having some impotency issues... But I'm not 100% certain... But it made things hard because he denied it and I was left feeling like I wasn't sure whether it was that that was the problem and he just couldn't talk to me about it or whether there was something deeper with the problem such that we didn't have a future or whether I was simply imagining the whole thing.

I guess I read up on reasons (including psychological ones after trying a little dx test lol) and I wasn't feeling too badly about myself, though a little hurt. The conversation was okay... Though I probably came across as quite child-like... Just felt kinda awkward... Even though I brought the issue up. Definitely didn't look at him all session and really needed him to repeat his understanding since I really felt like I didn't know how to express.. It was kinda weird... I could talk to my girlfriend fairly okay about it. Not quite sure what the difference was. More probing questions, I guess.