nwtr such a sad story about your past
My question is do you feel that it is your parents fault for the actions you lead to today ?
When I went to my T for those years I found out even though I was mentally and physically abused by my parents that I had control over my actions.
Admitting to myself that I couldn't blame them for all the wrongs that I did was the start to recovery for me.
I learned that it was me making those choices and possibly if they could take all thr abuse back that they would.
I don't want to sound coarse or insensitive because I'm not but it has been my inner strength that allows me to perserver past all the trauma in my life
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