thanks Lenny, i can tell you are a guy who knows something about this all.. ive read you as much as i can, whenever i can... i feel like we connect in ways that go past all issues... we both search for better health always

some aspirin have helped the head, some emotional processing is helping the feelings...

my opinion of me is far better than it once was and having a healthy opinion of myself improves with my health

im getting better at communicating my thoughts finally... coming out of this slow dark sleep is turbulent for me sometimes.. i am blessed to have caring and understanding others around me..

you and the guys help a lot in times like this... TIMBERWOLV wrote me a post on the thread in mens today that helps a lot.. THANKS TIMBER