(((muffy))) we share a lot of similarities about some things we've suffered over... im so sorry for you needing to carry so much burden in your life... and i know you know that its kids that makes it all worth it and that is why and how i never have a hard time understanding your true intentions over matters.... you are very wise and counsel us very well and i am always thankful to know the healthy way to view a thing, to know there is a person in my society out there who cares enough to always give her very best, even in the hardest of times... the strength you show me is an encouragement for me to try a little harder, give a little more... you are helping me to see the importance of the family in new light again, the way i remember feeling when i was small, about how great the aunts and uncles and cousins and friends are

i fell off the path a long time ago... it was hard getting back to it and sometimes it feels like it fades just out of view again and then i feel the desperate loneliness of not knowing love... that is the hardest feeling ever..

one smile can turn me around again, give me hope, help me stay afloat... its hard but im trying... thanks for all you do always