If you really want to do this then do it - that sound harsh and i dont mean it to be - i know its scary- - - you will find the right words - look inside they are there - sometimes i dont do anything rather than do somthing that may be wrong - I think you can miss out on life a lot that way - I have many regrets - dont let this be one of yours - if you really feel that you want to do it - then go for it and if you decide not to then that is your decision that is right for you at this time - decisions are hard - that's why i dont make them LOL take care P7