yep, that's the deal. I've been saying this all along, but nothing like living it to realize it.

The meds aren't magic. If they help some, that's a success story. Everything helps "some." That's what we have to realize to live with this. We can say, like parrots, that there is no cure, but this is the reality of it. So you are always going to be evaluating how much difference "some" is, and what is the trade off. No single decision today is likely to carry you through; you will be making an endless series of decisions as your life goes on and your understanding increases.

I don't mean to strip that down to quite such a bare knuckle delivery, but you and me go back as they say, so I think you can understand me. lol

Consider too, these drugs all take their sweet *** time to work. So, on the good news side, one that seems to work "some" now, may soon be working even "some" more.

You've really got gold stars in your attitude collumn Ryan, and you're gonna do fine with this ultimately. I'm a sqrl and know such things. lol.