i cant keep living like this. everyday waking up knowing that nothing is getting better. i keep failing at everything i do...no matter what is it. im hurting so much. and im stuck home with no where to go and no one to talk to. im getting these crazy thoughts of just wanting to hurt myself. and my parents are just making me miserable. GRRRR

i just wish i could wake up and everything can magically be okay again. but i know thats just impossible.

just hurting, crying, don't know what to do with myself.