thank you everyone. i was highly upset yesterday and quite dissociative. i'm feeling some better today, but i know it will be short-lived. i need to take care of the issues that are causing this (well, the ones that i can). i just don't know how to go about it.

i'm so worried about the situation with little man and what it's coming to. it's going to get ugly

also, the father called. he's very ill, but just called to get me to do things for him...crooked things. i refuse.

also, car tore up and is at my ex's house! then, i wanted to get a perm (loose curls-body). she gave me a very tight, kinky perm i've not had one for 12+ years. there's a huge issue in mirror and with any change in appearance. well, this was a HUGE and awful change. i'm getting hell

it was a day from hell. very triggering. the mother called us bad. the father called. it was very very yuck!

thank you so much for your support and love. i love you all.

((((((((((((((((( everyone )))))))))))))))))))

kd