I am sick of everything. For a while I felt better and now, for seemingly no reason, I feel like it has all come crashing down upon me.

Nothing much has happened. There is no rational reason that I should feel like this again now, but here it is. I don't want to keep going. I don't want to be here anymore. I don't want to be anywhere.

Why does this keep happening to me? Why can't I stop feeling like this? What do I have to do to stop it?

I hate my life right now and I don't even know why.....