i guess. people say schools for study but without friends i have no idea what im supposed to do with myself.
twas the last day of the term today. she ignored me completely.
im dreading the first day back.

somehow history has a way of repeating itself.. last time this happened (with another girl) i ended up losing all of my friends and making quite a few enemies.
i regret my past, but i just cant stand who i was then. im completely different now. ive stopped *****ing and id managed to regain the trust of some.
now i just feel like im stuck in another rut.