Hi Salukigirl

Yes, I feel like you. I am older than you by about 20 years but have always felt as you do.

I feel that I am not attractive but am told that I am. Also that I look young for my age.

I avoid mirrors and put my makeup on in minimal light.

I wish I had some suggestions to help you with this.

How was your relationship with your dad?

Sometimes, I think it is what is on the inside that makes us beautiful but then I see those pictures of the makeup ad women or models and that idea goes out the window............

Sorry that I can't help.

Broken