I reread that post about self sabotage and I can tell you that I live an ANGRY, constantly pushing the good and the bad away... I'm angry with the people I love and angry with the people I don't love... I guess ultimately that I am angry because I don't feel worthy of love... I haven't found a way to love myself....and wonder if I ever will. I've read books, been in therapy forever, and tried all of that cognitive therapy but loving myself is something that I still am unable to do...
TJ
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Smooches! Hope you have a Beautiful, Blessed Day!
Thyroid disorders can cause depression and can mimic bipolar disorder... Please read below regarding one form, hypothyroidism, and have your numbers checked...TSH, T3, T4, Free T3, Free T4, and Thyroid Antibodies (for Graves Disease and Hashimotos Disease (which mimics BP)