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I am allowed to be angry that he would do this.

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Yes, you most certainly are! If you didn't feel anger towards him and the situation, I'd be worried about you! He's violated not only YOUR boundaries but he's horribly tried to violate the kids boudaries. He has no right to do that!

Because of his state of mind, he wasn't thinking logically. All he could think of was to "share" his pain with those he knows care about him... even his own baby. !!!??? That's how selfish and illogical people get when they get suicidal.

Hope you can get back really soon and see that all of us still care very much for you. You're not alone, Sweety.

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Heather}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} There's another hug for you.