Part of self actualization, it's attaching ourselves to something bigger, deeper, much more symbolic than our mere selves..that is why, I changed my avatar recently...I feel more and more like a nurse...part of a force, a spirit, closer to God....we cannot go through life not reaching out for more than our mortal selves..there is a whole life essence, spirit, life force, lesson about why we exist.....I do feel we exist..for looking outside our individual boxes...if my box is too broad and too symbolic then yes I need to look at my patient's physical needs where to put their changed sheets instead of myself always always focusing on emotions...that is my lot in life, emotions..I imagine others need to stop thinking how hot they are or how much money they have and focus more on emotions I only hope certains will come to this...there are a lot of superficial people out there yet I do not find them here at PC I guess we are all superficial in some way even a few of my close friends seem to be yet we still complement each other because I know they have depth even if it is hidden....

......................................................................I guess I am still, silent..and scared............