Every time I have my 'ups' I get increasingly and extremely violent. The tiniest things set it off. For instance, my brother couldn't fix his video game and kept screaming at me to fix it when I couldn't either. I completely lost it and kicked the video game along with punching various things.

I keep getting more and more thoughts of violence! It's uncontrollable...my father always remarks at how angry and mean I am (not helpful)

Not really sure what to do!*($*(&@*($