Minime,

I'm so sorry that you have had to deal with so much. It's not fair and nobody deserves to have to deal with all of that. But on the brighter side, you survived, there must be a reason. i also survived horrific abuse and have to let you know the anger does eventually subside. though i can't imagine the feelings you must have as your mom is dying. I'm glad you have good therapists who have given you good strategies to work through the anger. I'm also glad to hear that you're so willing to do the work,that is a huge step in and of itself.

You have all my love and hugs at this difficult time.
Tara