reddragon: i do like just instruments playing. i don't need any more words.

That makes perfect sense to me. If I'm going to share any more music with you, I'll look for stuff without words.

to change the subject if you want. honest, my job, i work where i deal withe a lot of hateful people,i am a minority when it comes to keeping the peace.there, workers hate everyone.

It's tough to be a minority in any capacity. Something that's sort of funny is you find words to be too much for you -- I found lots of people to be too much for me. My first couple of jobs, it was good for me to work with just a very few people. And I got lucky. They were all nice.

yes i hear the voices 24/7...

You must have learned a lot of different coping skills over the years to be able to deal with your voices for so long. There are some other people here who hear voices as well. Some of them take medication for it and they say it's helped them quite a bit, but a few of them still hear voices even if they take medication. Maybe you could share some of the things you've learned -- it might help someone else.

... but after many years i learned to try to make those voices help for good.(to say)

In one of your other posts you said that your voices help you when you're out on the street. I don't know for sure but I'm guessing they help you figure out where the good and bad places are. I'm guessing too that maybe some of those voices you have are kind and others are not so kind. I didn't get voices in quite the same way but I got feelings, and those feelings would do the same thing for me -- help me figure out what was good and what was bad.

Anyway, here's a nice song -- no words...