((( cantstopcrying ))) Thank you. Yes, I've thought about not saying anything to her about it at all. I've already made it known to my parents that I think she is lying, so that's about all I can do at this point. If I confront her she's just going to make up more lies to cover the lies she's already told anyway. The drugs are really doing a number on her, and I don't think me mentioning this to her is going to change the way she perceives anything.

((( WMD ))) Yep, she's gonna bite herself in the butt. I just don't know why she picked me and my family to aim at. Makes no sense to me. But, maybe if I just let her keep at it she will end up making herself look bad in the end.

((( Beautiful_Pain ))) Yes!! You know exactly what I'm going through!! Not that I would be happy about the fact that you've had heartache and pain stemming from your sister, but at least someone knows what I'm going through. I actually DO question WHY she has done this. For one, she has always been jealous of me... even when we were kids. But, right now at this point, she's angry because I have a stable life for me and my children. She can't stand the fact that she has messed her life up so badly, and I haven't. She's 10 months older than me ( I was born 3 months premature if you're trying to figure that out...lol ) and she's treated like the baby of the family. Right now my feelings are so mixed about her... I'm angry and hurt by her, but at the same time I really feel sorry for her. She's only 29 and has 4 children and they have no type of stability at all. They've moved at least 6 times this past year, and now they're living with my parents. She's been married twice, and is still currently married to the second husband. He's the one that supplies her with the cocaine. They are "seperated" right now. I've been with the same man since I was 17 years old. She HATES that fact, and has made it known to me many times. So, I think she's causing me all this trouble because she is jealous. It doesn't make it right, though. But, I feel that there's nothing I can do to reach her. I don't know how to pull someone out of addiction, or if that's even a possibility. I just don't know. Thank you so much for your post. It helped me. And, no, I don't think you are weird!! LOL