aside from the obvious, no money, working, but checks are gone the minute i get them, no insurance, i was brought to the er after a harrowing drive home 4.5 hours tuesday. blood sugars dropped. to the 20's which is a step away from coma.

my boss could care less....just more worried on whether or not i will be at work. Im just having a meltdown. it dont feel like christmas.

It doesnt feel like anything. and today im having urges.

me