Ok, now I will feel sorry for myself. No gifts from T, and no touch either. I have given him many poems that I wrote, and he always makes a show of putting them away where he says he will save them until I am famous. Today I told him that then he could sell them on Ebay.

Hmmmm, I'm just thinking aloud here but I know a lot more about T than many others. His disclosure has helped me to see him as a person. So, maybe he gives me the gift of himself!