*hugs*, mazer.

my therapy ended yesterday also, but in different circumstances. like you, i had been seeing him for two years. i really respected him from the outset, and had even started to trust him (a huge thing for me). anyway, yesterday he betrayed me by calling in acute care services. i begged him not to - i wasn't in harm's way - but still he did. when he asked me at the end of the session when we would see each other next i said i didnt want to see him anymore. and that was it.

a 2 year relationship over in a matter of minutes.

just wanted to say i hear you, and i'm grieving also. take care of yourself.