Doesn't sound like your not depressed enough to me. It sounds like you are doing a damn fine job of trying to function and get through your days,even though you feel awful.
I'm sorry you don't feel good!!
Maybe you need a med adjustment or an extra appointment with your T? Or maybe spend some time with a good friend?
Or maybe just the passage of time will help?
I hope you feel better soon. I hope you keep posting. I find Chatting usually cheers me up. I think you need like 5 posts and then you can chat.