Sweet (((((((((((Tomi))))))))))))

That's ok hun...my internet was down for a couple of days and I wasn't able to get back online til tonight.

sigh I know somewhere I have the strength in me....it's just finding it that's the tough part. I feel so much anger towards him and I think that is where my strength is coming from.???maybe? I dunno.

He has been calling here from the detox/rehab centre and I had to call the staff there to monitor his phone calls as he is bothering me. He "says" he wants to talk to William but that lasts a whole 2 seconds....grrrr. He is only there for 2 weeks and then the mental health dept takes over his case. Not sure where that leaves us but a restraining order is needed. I talked to a lawyer as well as a police officer/friend for their help with that too.

I just wish that he "gets it" ya know?

I am so tired and stressed to the max....its hard enough being all alone raising my boys....being laid off from my job hasn't helped much either...did I tell you that happened too? I am doing some part time workshops and stuff but...sigh oh well. Keep on keeping on as Sj said

Thank you for being there for me hun...I appreciate it more than you know. (((((((((Momma)))))))))) xoxo