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Dec 18, 2008, 06:52 PM
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Member Since: Dec 2008
Location: Walking in the world with eyes wide open...
Posts: 2,497
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i don't know why it seems that it is the worst of all the abuses that happen to us...and it seems like if we tell we are going to really get it, or worse...but i know one thing...that what happened is in the past, and we survived, and so that awful, scary stuff isn't so difficult to go through again...even though it seems that anyone who hears it would be so disgusted with us that they would throw us out the window right away...sometimes i get so scared about telling that i try to hide away, like a little church mouse, being very quiet and not letting anyone in to see how awful i am...and while it really feels it is happening all over again, it isn't, and it isn't going to kill us at all...even though we might want to die so we DON'T have to tell...our heart hurts with yours as you struggle to keep safe these next three weeks...i'm here, and maddie and Leah and Crys will be here too these next three weeks, so you can talk to us anytime you need to...we may not be able to do much more than listen, but we are good at that...safe hugs to all of you pixies...abbi
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