I'm so sorry you are going through this hard time. Relationships are hard. Can you think of a different way to dealing with the situation? I guess that's why you wrote the post, huh?

Here's a thought: Maybe it isn't you. Maybe it's the people you choose to have as friends. Is it possible that you are being friends with people who aren't mature enough to have a satisfying friendship with?

Anyhow, I'm sorry you hurt.