To me, when my T and his consultant know a lot of information, like after I've disclosed some very personal information, I feel totally exposed, vulnerable. It makes me panic, I start mood swinging, I want to push them away somehow (building a wall, etc), and I start thinking in a paranoid-like manner. For example, I'll start thinking that they are talking about what I said and laughing at me, ridiculing me, talking about how worthless and what an idiot I am. Even though somewhere in my mind I know I'm just being paranoid, the thoughts are so entrenched I have yet been able to escape them. ((((Kiya)))))